Today is the 4th day I am back to work after 2 weeks where I worked from home and even that working from home should result in me being more fresh I feel it did the opposite. It was so bad I even needed extra sleep the 2nd day of the work-from-home period. I didn’t think much of it before this week when I returned to work and the 2nd day of work I was so tired again. I think that I have found out what is going on with me, I think that my body is using so much energy to handle my normal routines so if something really changes it then my body needs so much extra energy into the new routines even they might seem like routines that require less energy if you look at them separately. So I will keep that in mind and I just felt I wanted to share it as well.
Tag: Energy
E = Eye contact or energy
This week was close to be missing in action as I have been sick since Monday with gastroenteritis but I am feeling better now so I can continue my normal life. Anyway back today’s post where we have reached E, which to me is not hard to find words for so I have decide to pick eye contact and energy since I feel they are both important to me.
Eye contact
The reason I feel eye contact is important is because I feel that NT is finding it important. I used to be bad at it but slowly I am getting better, no thanks to that one lady in kindergarten school who got angry at me for looking at a table because I was crying while she read 4 whole A4 pages with bad things about me. Sorry that was a side track, these days if I know the person well and I am having a good time with the person I can look into the person’s eyes while if I do not know the person much I tend to look at the area of the nose which is between the eyes so it looks like I am looking into their eyes but I am not. I do not remember where I got this trick but seems it has been somewhere on the internet since it can be found so many place with little differences here and there. I feel it is bit hard to do if there are something I “need” to focus at while talking or whatever with the person. I say “need” to focus on because sometime things are there around me I do not need to focus on but still are so noisy or interesting that I cannot stop myself from focusing on it. I think the reason why eye contact is so important to NT is because it show so much body language to the person.
Energy
As for energy I feel that many NT does not notice how much energy a person like me uses to be active all time. In my life these days I have decide to follow the spoon theory which I have wrote about here but shortly told it is away to tell how much energy every thing in your life takes and to easier to explain a NT how we feel. I hope to have energy for more things in my life and I have decide to work on myself so things will be better for myself and for the people, like work and scouts, depending on me.
